Can't Be Trapped Anymore

I have been reflecting a lot on my past experiences and old energies. What I have discovered is that there have been things I haven’t quite let go of. These things are making me feel low and ill as old, stagnant energies tend to do with me. What can I do to help myself through this time?

The Cards

"My outer of experiences are a reflection of my internal condition." Gabrielle Bernstein

cards pulled from various decks

• 5 of wands: conflict, battles all around, arguments

• 5 of diamonds: the hierophant, tradition, spiritual authority

• Isra (she who dreams) escape, dreams, fantasy, honor your dreams, and acknowledge the power of a much needed mental escape

• Topaz: increase your firepower

• Mice: gradual, loss, decrease, stress

• Tower: Indoors, institution, ambition

• Fox: cunning, trickery, vigilance

• Path: decisions to be made, where do I go next?

The basic energy of this reading is that there is a lot of stress and pain around some losses and pains in my life. There have been choices to make around some spiritual matters and this might be the cause of the conflict. The thing I need to remember is that I’m my own authority. I have what it takes to move ahead on my plans, escape into my dreams, and increase my spiritual firepower if I need to. I also need to know that because of being in my own authority, the fallout of these decisions (whether good or bad) are on my head.