Completing Yule

Deck used is the Mystic Mondays Tarot by Grace Duong

It has been a dark and sad time for a lot of us, but we’re coming back to the light. As per usual, there has been a lot of reflection on who I am and what I want to do with myself once things stabilize again. There have been a few discoveries made on my part and I want to incorporate those things into my life so I can make sure I’m living it to the fullest. Let’s see what my cards have to say, shall we?

The Cards

from the Mystic Mondays Tarot by Grace Duong

4 of cups: distracted, withdrawal, rumination

4 of swords: recharge, savasana, rest

2 of swords: impasse, stillness, decisions.

Princess of cups: flow, synchronicity, mystic messages

The Hierophant: conventional, institution, tradition

9 of pentacles: true colors, splendor, vitality

At this time, the dark part of the year is showing the side of me that is distracted and withdrawn. This is the side of me that lets herself ruminate on all the past wrongs and stumbles and makes herself feel awful for the times where she wasn’t perfect. I need to know that perfection isn’t attainable and trying for it isn’t going to make me feel better about anything… it’s only going to make me feel worse and that’s what I don’t need. What I do need is a chance to reset and recharge so I can come back to my sense of flow so I can get things done and make the decisions about my life that I know need to be made. There have been many ups and downs for me in terms of feeling like I don’t have the support system under me but this has come from the fact that my anxiety around running things with Lune Rouge has taken over. I know deep down that I am capable and that I DO have a support system with me; I can do the work I need to do and not feel completely alone in doing it. In this regard, I’ll be able to show the splendor and vitality of my true colors and know that the abundance I’m building in my life can be shared with others.