Deep Reflection

Decks used are Deviant Moon tarot by Patrick Valenza, The Dark Angels Tarot by Luca Russo, Zombie Tarot by Stacey Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni, The Murder of Crows by Corrado Roi, the Crow Tarot by MJ Cullinane and the Occult Tarot by Travis McHenry

Disclaimer: the cards depict graphic images, mild gore and some nudity. Please view this reading at your discretion.

Okay friend, I’m sensing a lot of dense energies around you right now and it’s not been easy to handle right. You’ve been doing your best with this, and while it seems you haven’t been sure of whether someone will acknowledge this effort, please know that I see you and the work you’ve been putting in to making changes. So, what do we need to see, what can help you understand your energy right now, and what is it you need to know to make things feel clearer to you during this time? Let's get into some cards and find out.

cards pulled from various decks

HIDDEN ENERGY

Halphas: builds towers and provides weapons and ammunition. Sends soldiers to appointed places.

3 of Swords: heartache, pain from all sides, bleeding wounds, ****

2 of cups: union, blending what you know with what you’re learning, the start of a potentially long lasting relationship.

The Sun: light clarity, growth, warmth, Springtime

The Sun: light clarity, growth, warmth, Springtime

9 of wands: determination, endurance, standing your ground in the storm, working on getting to the end point of your goals.

YOUR ENERGY

Paimon: teaches art and sciences, tells anything one desires to know, gives dignities, can many any man subject to one’s demands and gives good familiars

Queen of Cups: someone who thrives on deeply emotional relationships and connections, one who is deeply emotional themselves and can nurture that quality in others.

3 of pentacles: teamwork to achieve goals, balancing traditional methods of doing things with new ideas, the mentor and the mentored

4 of wands: secure foundation, building a happy home and healthy family, celebrations coming

Death: a change in energy from one form to another, death, rebirth, transformation

Eight of wands: feeling trapped and hemmed in, you can escape with a change in perspective and mindset.

CLARIFYING ENERGY

Valefor: tempts thieves to steal, serves as an excellent familiar

5 of wands: conflict and drama, step back if you can but defend yourself if you must.

the Hanged Man: shifting perspectives, seeing things from a different angle, surrendering to your situation.

2 of pentacles: juggling a lot on your plate, staying calm in emotional turbulence and changing situations.

The High Priestess: working to gain wisdom and experience though reflection and tapping into your intuition, may be someone you know in your space that is doing this work.

Queen of Hazards: Abundance, creativity, supportive of things in the material world and finances, helping to release the inner shine of something so it can be in the world at its best.

So, it’s been a unique time in your life right now because nothing has felt stable or on sure footing. Sure, it’s felt uncomfortable but there have been some hidden blessings in all the conflict you’re experiencing; one of those things being the light and clarity you’ve gained through all the hurt you’ve experienced right now. The thing is that you’ve been working on building a stable foundation and a peaceful place in your light but perhaps this work has you feeling quite lost. I do think the way to do this is to make yourself tap into your innate determination and endurance because by doing this, you will pull through the best way you can. If you take what you know and use what you’re learning to your best advantage, you’ll be able to enact the changes you want to see in your space.

As far as the energy you’re bringing to your space, I’m sensing that you’re feeling trapped and hemmed in with all the things you have going on. Remember that you’re secure already because you have already been doing some of the work you need to do. Personally, you are someone who thrives on emotional connections with others, and you are deeply emotional as a person in this world. Perhaps it’s best to use this your emotions to reach out to others for help because otherwise, you’ll get overwhelmed with everything you’re trying to process.

To clarify what I’m seeing here, I do see that this is being triggered by a lot of conflict, temptation and drama, especially in the external space around you. Personally, you are juggling along, and like I said, perhaps it’s time to reach out for help with all of this. Doing this is going to require you to make sure you’re safe both physically and personally, because this is also going to require you to surrender a bit of your control so your perspective can change. Remember friend, that you are a creative and powerful soul who is capable of gaining your abundance and peace through a period of deep reflection.