Divine Flow

Deck used is the Mystic Mondays Tarot by Grace Duong

I’m going to be real honest with you all my friends, it feels like I’ve spent a lot of my life hiding away from what I really want for myself. After I graduated college for the final time (because I went to two schools) I felt lost and kind of stuck with the things I wanted to do. It took me several months to find the job I had before starting this blog and while I regret nothing of my time there, I made some poor calls in my personal life and things behind the scenes and things got very muddy. While I was there, I was able to rent the gallery wall in the store and I had a showing of my artwork there. That was the catalyst for me to really start pursuing what I really hoped to do this year. So it is in the spirit of gratitude for my time at the bookstore, that I do this reading.

from the Mystic Mondays Tarot by Grace Duong

The Cards

King of Swords: Clarity, mental strength, Cerebral

Queen of Pentacles: Earth Mother, nourishment, hearth

The Fool: free spirit, purity, beginnings

When I read this message back, I am seeing several things. To start, I think I’ve been in the dark for too long about the kind of mental strength I have in me, and that I need to be open to what my intuitive nature tells me. Ignoring it has caused me problems in the past, and denying myself the right to understand what my heart is telling me isn’t going to solve them now. There have been a lot of things I’ve wanted to do that have gotten back burnered because of the fact that I didn’t have enough clarity or mental strength to allow myself to try to do those things. Ever since last year, I’ve realised that I do indeed have the vision and the strength to carry it out. I also need to know that while I am connected to the nourishment and hominess of earth and the safety that provinces, it’s alright to try and venture forth from that and make my own path through the world around me. Sometimes, it’s okay to be at the start and have a new beginning, but this is not me right now, and staying stagnant is only going to work against me after the fact. It’s time to try new things and make a new things happen for me. I know I can and now it’s time to try.