Focus

Decks used: Spirit Animal Oracle by Collette Baron Reid, The Crystal, and Stone deck by Andrew Smart, The Elle Qui Oracle by Melanie Delon, The Moonology Oracle by Yasmine Boland, The Universe Has Your Back by Bernstein, The Precious Gems Oracle by Maxine Gadd

It’s hard to focus on creating when your heart’s hurting… at least that’s why I’ve been finding form myself lately. I’ve had a few instances where my heart has been badly wounded, and I stop trusting the process I was called on to follow in the first place. So how can I get through these times of hurt? Let’s find out, shall we?

The Cards

"My energy creates my reality. What I focus on is what I will manifest." Gabrielle Bernstein

cards pulled from various decks

• New Moon in Cancer: you and your loved ones are safe

• Enid (she who doubts): fear, wariness, trust, let go of misgivings and learn to trust again, stop hiding away

• Skunk: know your worth

• Florite: Sharpen your focus

• Tigers Eye: Stability, practicality, contingency plan, step up, stand form, be fierce and confident

Numerology

• 9: wisdom, responsibility, nurturing, forgiveness, in service of humanity

• 8: balance, harmony, infinity, and a constant flow of energy and power, pleasures, vices if seen in excess

I think I need to stop worrying so much about what will happen to me and just live. Yes, I’ve been burned before, and no it’s not comfortable, but it was meant to happen the way they did. I was meant to have my sense of self-worth tests and my grounding shaken. This was meant to test my focus because now, having been through the hurts I’ve experienced, I can stand tall and confident. I can be fierce and focus on manifesting my dreams.