From Behind Your Walls

Decks used are Deviant Moon tarot by Patrick Valenza, The Dark Angels Tarot by Luca Russo, Zombie Tarot by Stacey Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni, The Murder of Crows by Corrado Roi, the Crow Tarot by MJ Cullinane and the Occult Tarot by Travis McHenry

Disclaimer: the cards in this reading depict graphic scenes, mild gore and nudity. Please view this reading with discretion.

Friend, you’ve been through a lot over the last several days haven’t you friend? It’s been hard for you because I’m seeing that, like me, you don’t want to deal with it because that would mean having to confront what caused the pain in the first place. So, what do we need to step into the space of dealing with said triggers? What do we need to know about your situation at this time? Let’s get to some cards to find out, shall we?

cards pulled from various decks

Vual: procures the love of a woman, tells of things past, present and future, builds love of friends and enemies

5 of cups: disappointments, and hurts, not seeing that you still have places to get to in spite of the hiccups, you have lost some things but not everything.

4 of pentacles: open and up and let go, you’re being stingy and holding on too tightly, lack mindset, overly protective

Knight of Swords: someone who takes action on their mental and intellectual pursuits, someone smart, observant and open minded

4 of wands: celebration of the building of a firm foundation, a healthy home and a happy family

Knight of Swords: someone who takes action on their mental and intellectual pursuits, someone smart, observant and open minded

Okay friend, so what I’m seeing here is that you’re holding yourself back during this time because you’ve experienced disappointments and pain in your space, and you don’t want to experience then. You’ve built yourself a mighty thick wall around you, but this isn’t what you need or want. Deep down you know this because even you’ve noticed your inability to take action on the things you need to take action on. The main concern here is that you’re miring yourself in your negative thoughts rather than seeing the positives of your situation. What may help you here is taking stock of the progress you’ve made to get yourself here. It’s been a lot of work and you’ve had to struggle a bit. But you’ve built a firm foundation and a place to develop and healthy home for yourself. Perhaps celebrating that fact will be just the thing that helps you get out from behind your walls.