Grow For Me

Decks used are Deviant Moon tarot by Patrick Valenza, The Dark Angels Tarot by Luca Russo, Zombie Tarot by Stacey Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni, The Murder of Crows by Corrado Roi, the Crow Tarot by MJ Cullinane and the Occult Tarot by Travis McHenry

Disclaimer: the cards in this reading depict graphic scenes, mild gore and nudity. Please view this reading with discretion.

Alright, so when I read things back through so I could compose the rest of this journal and I immediately got the idea of struggling to see growth in your space. I wasn’t sure how to incorporate the idea until the song Grow for Me from Little Shop of Horrors came on my YT playlist and it clicked in my head; there’s some frustration and fear happening with you. So, what do we need to know to alleviate this so you can make your next moves? Let’s get into the cards and find out, shall we?

cards pulled from various decks

Marbas: causes and cures diseases, tells secrets and of things hidden, can make one shapeshift

Botis: Gives answers of past, present and future, reconciles friends and foes

The Chariot: having the capability to drive your energy forward and make your magic, being clear about the road forward

5 of swords: a victory laced with defeat, you got what you wanted but lost what you had

Page of Wands: one who takes lessons learned and applies them to channeling their inspirations and passions safely and generously, someone who may burn bright but burn out fast.

Ace of Pentacles: a new opportunity comes in to grow your financial and material abundances, time to plant some new seeds and work to nurture them as they grow.

4 of cups: ennui, boredom, refusing offers because you know something better is coming for you, where have you chosen to be complacent.

Knight of Swords: someone who takes action on their mental and intellectual pursuits, someone who is smart, observant and mentally sharp but may spend a lot of time in their heads.

King of Cups: someone who is able to dig deep into their emotions and analyzing them rather than reacting to them, also they are in authority over their emotions as well.

9 of wands: endurance, perseverance, standing tall in the storm, standing your ground when the storm lands.

King of Hazards (coins): someone in authority over their financial and material wealth as well as their personal value, self worth and what they bring to the table.

The Fool: New beginnings, spontaneous movement forward, going down the road without knowing what’s around the river bend.

Okay so what I’m seeing here is that you’ve been going through some pains and hurts from past emotions. You have had a lot on your mind and things during this time haven’t been what you thought they’d be, especially because you’ve been standing at a crossroads between your comfort zone and what’s coming down the road. The thing is that you’re beginning to see new opportunities coming in for you, especially to plant new seeds give the nurturing it takes to get them to grow. This is going to take some perseverance because I’m sensing a stubborn energy in terms of getting yourself started on this path. That’s okay, but it might help to analyze what’s triggering your resistance. Once these new seeds take root, there will be absolutely gorgeous results for you.

I think what will help you here is to know that you’re still learning how to safely and generously channel the intensity of the passion you’re feeling right now. You really do have the authority over your emotions, abundance, spiritual growth and most important, how and where your path leads you next.