Decks used are Cosmic Tarot: Norbert Loesche and the Energy Oracle: Sandra Anne Taylor
One thing I realized early on in my spiritual journey is that I tend to get my walls up around people all the time. I think this comes from being bullied when I was younger but the reason I mention this is that now, I have trouble connecting with people I don’t know. Perhaps that’s social anxiety, perhaps that’s just me getting nervous in new situations. Either way, it can be hard for me to connect with people sometimes. So let’s explore that idea in this reading. How can I help myself open the doors a little bit and let new connections happen?
There are thick walls around my heart from being so hurt in the past and I want to be free of the fears these are causing. what do I need to do finally crumble these walls down around me and show my true self to the world around me?
3 of wands: in a state of active waiting, be patient, your ship will come in.
Broken heart: grief and loss, deep healing is called for during this time
Prince of cups: someone who takes action on their emotional and spiritual Prince, romantic and emotionally generous
Second Chakra/Archangel Ariel: intimacy and creativity, explore your self-expression and new ideas
wheel of fortune: cycles, what is up will come down and vice versa.
deceit: hidden tactics, manipulation, deception, behind the scenes
I have been taken advantage of and hurt before. what boundaries need to be put up so I can do the work part one of this post is asking me to do? What do I need to be aware of so I can move forward in the process of opening up?
Ace of swords: an opportunity comes in to pursue your mental and intellectual pursuits
Angel of love: loving energy, tender connections, self-love
the sun: clarity, light, hope, warmth, peace
Man holding heart: male connection in matters of the heart, intimacy
Prince of Swords: someone who takes action on their mental and intellectual pursuits, smart, observant, swift of mind
Yin/Yang: passive, active, intuitive, logical
in order to finally crumble these walls, I need to be patient with myself as I move through these cycles of grief. I know I have many food and amazing things waiting for me in terms of creative and intellectual pursuits but I also need to be careful as well because there could be some deceptions going on behind the scenes that may hurt me down the line. Perhaps these have led me to the pain I’m in now. Either way, I am coming into a place of light and clarity about how to move forward in this situation. There has been a shift in perspective where I’m taking action and balancing the energies around me during this time.
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