The Ego Should Not Steer

Decks used are Deviant Moon tarot by Patrick Valenza, The Dark Angels Tarot by Luca Russo, Zombie Tarot by Stacey Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni, The Murder of Crows by Corrado Roi, the Crow Tarot by MJ Cullinane and the Occult Tarot by Travis McHenry

Disclaimer: some of these cards depict graphic images, some nudity and mild gore. Please view this reading at your own discretion

It’s such a funny feeling when things don’t go as planned. it’s like you can sense something is going to happen, and perhaps it brings on a bit of anxiety. But what happens when the things you’re sensing is going to happen, doesn’t actually happen when you think it will? It’s stressful right? So, what does this situation look like? Clearly something is happening in your space, and I’d like to help clarify it if you’ll allow me to. Let's see, shall we?

cards pulled from various decks

Beleth: causes all the love that may be, both of men and of women

The Fool: new beginnings, spontaneity, going down the road without knowing what is coming next, what’s around the riverbend

3 of Wands: in a state of active planning, patience is required because your ship will come in quite soon

The Moon dreams, ego, fears, creativity, not seeing the way forward because of being in the dark, learning to trust your intuition

3 of wands (reversed): pain and hurt are releasing, old wounds are healing, and you are coming back from the pain of prior situations and hurts.

6 of swords: transition, movement forward, making for new horizons and broader pastures.

For this reading, I didn’t intend to make this about love or romance, but that’s what I’m seeing come through right now. the thing is that whatever it is you’re experiencing right now friend, a new beginning is coming on the other side of that. This could be in the space of romance or love, but it could be other life things as well. You know what that looks like for you. Either way, things in your current situation are moving on and you are likely testing the waters of a new beginning. this isn’t happening at all quickly though and you need to be patient with yourself, and whatever it is your feeling. You might want spontaneity and a new beginning to come in quickly, however this reading is showing me that it won’t happen that way, especially because you’re being called to release the pain and hurt you’ve accumulated in your current situation. Walking a new path with your ego and fear leading the way is only going to lead you down the path of disaster. With the good I’m sensing is coming to you, that can only mean disaster if you do.