The Foundation Beneath Me

Decks used are The Cosmic Tarot by Norbert Loesche and The Energy Oracle- Sandra Anne Taylor. The music for this reading can be found here: Saturn: Sleeping At Last

While I was listening to this song, I kept flashing back to being able to spend time with my grandparents. I have such fond memories of being at their house for the holidays with all my cousins, aunts and uncles (and believe me when I tell you, I have a large family), but even at that, it was such a good time being able to see them when it was just my parents, brother and I. This song is a reminder to me that I have a sure foundation underneath me moving forward in my life. So, what can I do to honor these things? Let's get into the cards and find out, shall we?

cards pulled from various decks

What wisdom from my ancestors can I tap into as I make forward movement on my goals and projects? what lessons have I learned up to this point and what has yet to be learned and integrated.

• Justice: balance, responsibility, answering for past behaviors

• The Temple Path: restrictions, concerning money

• Prince of wands: someone who takes action on their inspiration and passion, fiery and passionate

• hostilities: defenses up, aggressive energy

What can I do to make sure these lessons are as fully and completely integrated in my life as possible?

• 9 of wands: burdens, responsibility, endurance, and perseverance

• the sun: new beginnings and great creativity

How can I safely and generously share these lessons with those that come after me?

• queen of wands: fiery, passionate, able to nurture the passions and inspirations in others

• all tied up: lack of motivation or sense of personal freedom

So to tap into the spirit of this reading, I’m seeing the first thing I need to do is to look at how to balance myself and take some responsibility for past behaviors, especially where my money and spending habits have been concerned (and when I say this has been hitting me closer to home than I realized, I mean every syllable.) there have also been some hostilities and aggressive, fiery energy in my space recently as well and though this might not necessarily be a bad thing, the fact that it’s gotten somewhat out of control needs to be addressed and dealt with in a gentle and open hearted manner. The way I can take responsibility for these things and integrate the lessons learned from this is to understand the weight of the choices I’ve made and move on with an open and persevering mindset for now. This may require some endurance and may bring on burdens and stresses, but that means that there is new beginnings and great creative pursuits on the horizons. This is also going to be help me realize that I do have personal freedom to share what I’ve learned and that I’m not bound in by anyone’s expectations or passions but my own.