Unnecessarily Blocking Success

Decks used are Deviant Moon tarot by Patrick Valenza, The Dark Angels Tarot by Luca Russo, Zombie Tarot by Stacey Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni, The Murder of Crows by Corrado Roi, the Crow Tarot by MJ Cullinane and the Occult Tarot by Travis McHenry

Disclaimer: the cards in this reading depict graphic scenes, mild gore and nudity. Please view this reading with discretion.

When I started going through shadow work, I found it quite difficult at first because it enlightened me to the fact that I had been blocking my own success by doing certain things and being in certain mental spaces that were unnecessary for me to be in. I’m sensing the same energy around you right now friend. I wonder what could help you through this time. Let’s see what’s going on with the cards and find out what we need to know to move you past this.

cards pulled from various decks

Moloch: makes one worse off than ever before, tricks mortals into being bound, accepts child sacrifices

The Lovers: having choices to make, head over heart, stay or go, weighing the pros and cons of your situation.

5 of Pentacles: being out in the cold and in desperate need, come in side and ask for help because it’s there for you when you need it.

9 of cups: being a state of deep peace and a state of well being, also taking the time to give yourself a break

3 of pentacles: teamwork makes the dream work, balancing old methods of doing things with new ideas, novice and experience energies working together to achieve a goal.

3 of swords: pain, hurt, bleeding wounds, heartache being thrown at you from all sides.

To get right into it, I am seeing that there are some pains and hurts in your space that have to do with making choices and not feeling like you have any help in terms of processing what you're feeling right now. I can sense that these things aren’t easy to accept or feel right now but what is happening is that you’re blocking yourself from seeing that you’re not alone with this. Asking for help in terms of gaining perspective on the issue and your part in it will always help you. Why? Because you’ll be able to blend what you know with what you’re learning, and you’ll be able to find the sense of peace you’ve been looking for all this time.