What Is Changing For Me right now

Deck used is the Zombie Tarot by Sarah Graham, Paul Kepple and Ralph Geroni. Disclaimer for mild gore and graphic images. Please read these posts at your discretion if you are sensitive.

Change is a part of our lives, this we all know. These can be as subtle as the changing out the seasons, to the passing of time during the day. These can be sudden as well, as we all know the myriad ways a person can experience sudden change. The trick is navigating the questions change brings up and growing from them are the important issues. However this is hard, especially for someone who doesn’t do changes very well. This is why I came to my cards so I can have a framework to work from. Lets see what they say shall we?

from the Zombie Tarot by Sarah Graham et al

The Cards

King of Hazards: distant, hard work, businessman

3 of Wands: cooperation, progress, group effort

9 of Hazards: prosperity, independence, confidence

Knight of Wands: bold, impetuous, adventurer

So the first two questions that came up for me are what is changing and what is being uncovered for me. The first thing that’s coming up is the idea of my work, being a businessman and being distant from those that are trying to get me down for choosing to do the work that I want to do. Recently there have been people close to me who have said hurtful things about my choices and it’s been everything from not being excited for me to equating a learning disability I have (dyslexia...yeah believe it or not) with being unemployable in an “actual job situation.” All of these thoughts really hurt to hear and in one case, I thought to completely cut a family member off so that I didn’t have to feel so bad about my choices. I do have to be careful though because I have a tendency to act and speak in an impetuous way and in hindsight, this would have a bad decision to make because it would have been hurtful and mean spirited to the other person. Luckily a solution came to me about that and I don’t really have to go with my original plan. I need to remain distant from those naysayers because they don’t have my best interests in mind, but I don’t have to cut them out completely. The people that want to see me succeed are the people that will stick around to help me and I’m forever grateful for them and to be seeing them come in when I need them. These people are helping me be confident and independent in seeking the prosperity I desire, and it’s not necessarily in the form of monetary gain either. I’ve been working diligently to make the bold moves in life that I know I’m capable of making. Deep down, I know there will be many more challenges coming to me, but the adventure of navigating these changes won’t be as scary or overwhelming if I stay the course and do what needs doing. I know I can.